Once in my Life

Anyoooongg haseyo everyone....

Korean Language is too popular huh??
Long time no see.. Today I'd like to share something as what u read on my title...

When youth heard BLIA YAD Indonesia... They will say, " oh , that Buddhism organization.. They are awesome, creative,full of spirit and etc "
I Feel so happy when I heard that.

Get the same impression too when I enter BLIA YAD for the first time, everyone is friendly, they are attractive, smart, spiritful and of course kind. These kind of things make me feel "I want to be here, I want to be like them".
Especially when I see all the committee, they make me feel so comfort  to be in YAD, they are the best youth that I have ever met.
Join, join and join in every activity in YAD. Finally and lastly, I'm one of the new committee that has been chosen. I feel GREAT, I feel SPECTACULAR, AWESOME, MARVELOUS..... All of the happiness feeling come.

Year by year I become the committee in here, joining learn a lot of things. I get so many things that others don't have. I am very proud of these. Until now, it is the 6 years to be here, and I am still here for YAD. If we talk about What I learn, I won't finish writing until 1 month I think hahaha.. That's why I just wanna share what I'm feel right now.

I feel so great I still have time to be here..Even though my time is less and less. Not like the years before I have a lot of time for YAD. But I will still put all my strength , hearts, happiness and spirit here.

Now the question I have to ask myself is, Am I still here? The answer is YES, of course.. The next Question I have to ask again, Are u still happy?? and the answer is YES, OF COURSE I''m happy.. The last question, Are u Really happy and are u really here??? That's quite difficult to answer, Honestly I said I am very happy to be here, I'm really here but my trust, my energy, my spirit have been gone some of them. WHHYYY??? u will ask why and why??

From my deepest heart I really Love YAD, I'm trying my best to give what I can give for YAD.. But everyone is changed right now. Everyone has their own mid, own ego, own perception, own opinion and all of us are like using a mask here.

Where is our promise?? Where is our dream?? Where is our PURE HEART??? Can we still continue if we are like that? Is it good and Is it the best for YAD???
I'm trying my best to prevent these kind of things in YAD, but If only me myself fight to prevent these kind of things.. It can't work.. We have to fight together guys, we have to correct ourselves, we have to be grateful..

Please, we are clever, we are good and we are the best.. Let's we hand in hand together to build up, make it as an improvement... Remember, We are in Buddha's Light and we have our lovely Venerable Light to light us and guide. Don't afraid to be wrong, don't afraid to be scold. It is just a lesson and we have to Stay strong to be better not only for YAD but for US too..

Keep strong and Keep Fight for the best future...
One Heart One Dream

Committee Training 2011

Committee Training ???!!!

This is the 5th year I'd joined this activity.. But this year the feeling is different, I don't know why???
This period I get more responsible as a committee..
After past 2 months, I feel that is something different from me, but I can't find the problem..

So, I think that I just follow and try to find my problems..
Before the day, everyone including me busy preparing the tasks.. Everyone seems stressed out when we gather to go to s3s..
Everyone seems get not enough time to sleep,but I know that they really prepare all of of these with their pure heart...
Gather and start the journey..
After we reached our "pure land", my mind start thinking, and said I've to find my solution here..

Past the Dharma session by Ven.Light I get the point that the feeling of learning Dharma year by year, is not the same..
Starting to learn Dharma we can know Dharma is like this!! And we have to appreciate it.. After past years by years, last... Dharma will become the source of our Happiness and harmonize, I love this session so much...

Welcoming the next morning, starting to learn new experience and lessons..
Yaaap!! New challenge is coming, become a TOUR GUIDE !!! Coool!!! Really practice Dharma this time,.. I feel the happineSs after sharing to the guests about Buddhism and s3s and good they can give a respond for me, I'm so happy.. It's mean that they understand and interest in this Buddhism history.. Thanks Buddha, I have a chance to share and spread Dharma to people..

Pass the Dharma sessions one by one then reach the Dharma session about Organization by Advisor Lee..
After reading his feeling about YAD this 2 months, you know what I feel???

My two hands starting to shaking, my heart feel so pain and starting to cry.. I think, " Oh no!! Why I can't realize the problems are happening now?? And....

I get my answer for my difference now.. I have lost my SPIRIT!!! Where is my SPIRIT?? I realize this feeling is different because I forgot my spirit when I first join in this BLIA YAD.. Thankz a lot Advisor Lee indirectly you have give me the answer..

Now I know what must I do.. I must get back my spirit!!! Hmm... Passing this day I feel better, I am so happy, I can get my solution here and thanks Buddha, You have give Your enlighten for me..

Pass the day and welcoming the third day of this training, Dharma session by Mrs. Yulia Halim is reaLly nice, too nice until all of us get sleepy at the first session hahaha... Everybody get tired already..
After Ven Light gives us a cup of coffee and snack, we wake up again and don't get sleepy again for the second session and I really enjoy this Dharma talk..

Giving presentation of each section, everybody really spiritful with their new plan and I like this part, everybody giving ideas to support others so harmonize...

And finally we end our training at 3a.m cooool!!! The first time!!!! Hahahhaha... I get so many lessons in life and Dharma
After this training let's start our new day with new spirit and let's make SCORES in BLIA YAD INDONESIA !!!

That's all for today..
Amithofo...

First Public Speaking Class

Hey Friends!!!

This is my first time to create a blog and write in a blog...

Actually this is because of our BLIA YAD Advisor Lee asked us to write a blog to join his Public Speaking Class...   
But now I get the point why he asked  us to write this blog...

Today, I will share something about my feeling when I join this FIRST PUBLIC SPEAKING CLASS 
Usually I talk in front of the public in my college and BLIA YAD.. But now I have to learn how to be a good "Public Speaker" quite Fun isn't it??

Actually why I want to join this class is to improve my skill in Master of Ceremony ..
"But it is different" said our teacher Mr. Lee... This is Public Speaking not MC hahaha... But in my oppinion they're both have the same skills just a little bit difference...

First joining this class I get happy feeling, fun, and  dag dig dug dag dig dug heart.. Hahahha...
Why I get those feelings??? 

It is fun because we can having fun and laugh during the class.
I am happy  because I can learn so many lessons there.
and my heart is beating when it is my turn to talk in front( not as usual ) hahaha

Actually I can't be like that when talking in front of many people, but this time it's beating again and again!!!
Ahhh!! I know because this time I'm learning as a good public speaker not just talking and that's all finished!!

All of my friends Juandy, Handy, Nova, Veny, Rosa, Joselin perform Good!!! 
Good job guys!! 
Especially Joselin , I never saw her presentation like that!! Lots of Improvement Jose!! hahaha

This time I really learn the main point as a   good public speaker :
1. Charisma
2. Giving solution
3. Giving Information 
4. Giving inspiration
5. Believing
6. Open Heart and Mind
7. Have a good Preparation
8. Stage Peformance

That's all for today, Hope that I can really be a good Public speaker , and 7 students let's fight for this class to be a GOOD PUBLIC SPEAKER!!!!!!