Committee Training 2011

Committee Training ???!!!

This is the 5th year I'd joined this activity.. But this year the feeling is different, I don't know why???
This period I get more responsible as a committee..
After past 2 months, I feel that is something different from me, but I can't find the problem..

So, I think that I just follow and try to find my problems..
Before the day, everyone including me busy preparing the tasks.. Everyone seems stressed out when we gather to go to s3s..
Everyone seems get not enough time to sleep,but I know that they really prepare all of of these with their pure heart...
Gather and start the journey..
After we reached our "pure land", my mind start thinking, and said I've to find my solution here..

Past the Dharma session by Ven.Light I get the point that the feeling of learning Dharma year by year, is not the same..
Starting to learn Dharma we can know Dharma is like this!! And we have to appreciate it.. After past years by years, last... Dharma will become the source of our Happiness and harmonize, I love this session so much...

Welcoming the next morning, starting to learn new experience and lessons..
Yaaap!! New challenge is coming, become a TOUR GUIDE !!! Coool!!! Really practice Dharma this time,.. I feel the happineSs after sharing to the guests about Buddhism and s3s and good they can give a respond for me, I'm so happy.. It's mean that they understand and interest in this Buddhism history.. Thanks Buddha, I have a chance to share and spread Dharma to people..

Pass the Dharma sessions one by one then reach the Dharma session about Organization by Advisor Lee..
After reading his feeling about YAD this 2 months, you know what I feel???

My two hands starting to shaking, my heart feel so pain and starting to cry.. I think, " Oh no!! Why I can't realize the problems are happening now?? And....

I get my answer for my difference now.. I have lost my SPIRIT!!! Where is my SPIRIT?? I realize this feeling is different because I forgot my spirit when I first join in this BLIA YAD.. Thankz a lot Advisor Lee indirectly you have give me the answer..

Now I know what must I do.. I must get back my spirit!!! Hmm... Passing this day I feel better, I am so happy, I can get my solution here and thanks Buddha, You have give Your enlighten for me..

Pass the day and welcoming the third day of this training, Dharma session by Mrs. Yulia Halim is reaLly nice, too nice until all of us get sleepy at the first session hahaha... Everybody get tired already..
After Ven Light gives us a cup of coffee and snack, we wake up again and don't get sleepy again for the second session and I really enjoy this Dharma talk..

Giving presentation of each section, everybody really spiritful with their new plan and I like this part, everybody giving ideas to support others so harmonize...

And finally we end our training at 3a.m cooool!!! The first time!!!! Hahahhaha... I get so many lessons in life and Dharma
After this training let's start our new day with new spirit and let's make SCORES in BLIA YAD INDONESIA !!!

That's all for today..
Amithofo...